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As A Sidebar, "A prologue for, "My recent dreams/sometimes intimate/secret thoughts"'  

tomboytgirl68 55T
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2/23/2022 11:01 pm
As A Sidebar, "A prologue for, "My recent dreams/sometimes intimate/secret thoughts"'

A major consequence of that, until now, "clandestine"<b> trip </font></b>to Chicago just after Thanksgiving with Rita ... for a "brief meet and greet" with Charlie and his wife ... Bobbie.

It was a dream, no, a collage of memories which eventually fit to offer a mosaic of emotions, mood, or tone for our Xmas thru New Years Chicago<b> trip </font></b>with "The Group". Realizing the significance and influence that the consequences of that first<b> trip </font></b>had in setting the tone for our second or Xmas<b> trip </font></b>together with the weird dreams I was and am having, I originally suspected a connection as I rarely remembered a dream but lately was recalling details in the morning and finally determined that all the dream segments seemed to fit with the evolution of the first<b> trip </font></b>experiences. Or, perhaps I was dreaming the whole dream but remembering only specific segments in the morning. But the upshot was that collectively, my dream sequences seemed to tie in with my experiences during that first<b> trip </font></b>with Rita after Thanksgiving.

Now, by jotting down some notes and commentary when whatever occurred plus memories plus whatever I remembered so far the next morning after those dreams, they seem to add a dimension as to describing and or understanding some of the Xmas to Chicago with The Group. Frankly, there are parts of both trips plus my dreams that I still do not understand. However, this may be somewhat resolved with time.

In relating my dreams lately , or whatever I remember since the trips, in an apparent sequence of events I am admittedly sensitive to those areas that one has thoughts about but usually refrain to mention or explain as they seem to lack a certain amount of modesty or social acceptance. However, I am going to include anything I remember and my thoughts as to omit anything might well cloud or mask eventual understandings with additional time and experiences if I can read all this at a later date. An example of this is that in several areas I am admittedly guilty of "self-aggrandizing". I just chose to not omit those thoughts detracted from a certain honesty I was/am trying to achieve and adhere to rather than just bow to social convention and acceptance.

Again, I am interrupting my experiences, etc. of that first trip, as it was "clandestine" and for better and/or worse, I think, if for myself only, that my dream, at least of what I remember and seem to have expressed from my subconscious, assists with insight after the fact of the circumstances, results, consequences, of our Xmas<b> trip ... </font></b>all of it sorta weird ... but not finished, I know.
... xox Kaycee.

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