Reset Password
If you've forgotten your password, you can enter your email address below. An email will then be sent with a link to set up a new password.
Cancel
Reset Link Sent
If the email is registered with our site, you will receive an email with instructions to reset your password. Password reset link sent to:
Check your email and enter the confirmation code:
Don't see the email?
  • Resend Confirmation Link
  • Start Over
Close
If you have any questions, please contact Customer Service
Forgot password?
Blogs > curiousby63 > Lee Ann's Blog

Wednesday  

curiousby63 61T
277 posts
12/30/2015 9:26 am
Wednesday

One day until New Years Eve. I am so happy for this year to be over. I am also glad for some of the support I have received throughout the year. Lets do a recap.

One of the things I did this year that I still cannot believe i did, I got my first (and probably only, bit not sure) tattoo. It is one of a rose on my backside. I still love how it turned out. I am very fond of it. The guy who did the artwork did a great job.

Another thing I did is that I came out to my boss. She is a wonderful (and very attractive I might add) woman who did not even bat an eye when I came out. I was so nervous when I went in to get my evaluation. She just said that she would be more than happy to go to HR when I am ready.

Bowling, I had hoped to get my 700 series jacket, but that still has not happened. I am working hard on trying to get it. I also have decided to make the game fun and not be so damn competitive (which is not easy since I come from a very competitive family). The team I bowl with is such a swell team even though we are not ranked very high. It is still fun to sit and have a beer or two (never more) and talk with my friends.

Also this year I learned that my niece has a girlfriend. When I found that out I almost fainted. There had been talk from my brother (not his ) that he suspected that she was gay. I don't care, matter of fact I am happy, but I am sure my brother frowns on it as he thinks it is bad.

Giving up the adult places I find is getting very hard. It is a New Years resolution. I got a comment from my previous post that stated that they were happy that I had given that up and it was good to give it up for my self esteem. I miss being so close to someone and giving them pleasure. I hate being alone and want to feel a nice cock in my mouth (I love giving blowjobs). I am going to try to fight the temptation, but I am determined.

There are times I sit in bed and fantasize of a strong daddy type having his way with me. I dream that I have a real vagina and he just pumps his cock in me. I usually come rather quickly when I do that but it is a wonderful fantasy. I wish I could find that daddy type so I would be content to be a taken girl. Nothing more I want than a man to say to me I am his.

I did break up with a boyfriend early in the year. I was sick of being used just for sex. I do admit I LOVE the sex, but that is not all I am. I am a woman who likes to go out and have a good time. I would like to have a boyfriend who would take me dancing, to a movie, to dinner or whatever. One who would not feel embarrassed to be seen with a TG. My ex told me the reason he would not go out with me is I did not pass. I will have him know that I have been out many times and NEVER have had a problem with not passing. I even go to the ladies room when I go out and never have had a GG look at me twice. I know he reads my post from time to time and if he read this I have to say that I do miss him. Also I got to see him only on occasion and I am looking for someone who I can see on a more permanent basis.

So there is my end of the year summary. I don't know where this coming year holds for me. I do plan on living full time as a woman. I know I am taking my time coming out as I am so nervous. I know everyone at work knows I feel as a girl inside and so far those people seem to be OK with it.

Until next time.

Mississippi Gulf Coast Transgender Girl
@-->--
Lee Ann

jimmyj_36 54M
Ask me for a photo
18 posts
12/30/2015 10:12 am

 Your boyfriend should accept you for who you are, and not worry about whether you pass or not, that is just someone's opinion.


curiousby63 61T
182 posts
12/30/2015 11:25 am

 Thanks, bit I have broken up with him a while back. He refused to accept me as a female. All he wanted to do was get in my panties or shove his cock in my mouth. I do pass very well and I am not afraid to go out and be who I am. It still hurts as I did love him very much, but I cannot be with someone who just wants sex.... At first I was happy wit that, but it got old rather quickly, especially as I got better with the use of makeup...


Become a member to create a blog