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What I liked about the 80's  

bigbubba2803 66M
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2/8/2022 2:52 pm
What I liked about the 80's

It seemed liked most of us had a period in our lives that we really treasured the most. Like most people, mine was the 80's. I loved the music, the dancing, the clothes, and it seemed we were all a freer to express ourselves and no really took offense at anything, we were all laid back and loving every minute of it.

I miss it because for me, I was in my absolute prime. I was in absolutely the best shape of my life, had a killer physique, wore designer clothing, was rare in that I was a white man that actually had rhythm and could dance having competed in several contests from lower Michigan to Chicago.

I even did a runway gig I was invited to by a friend for GQ Magazine, but that crowd really wasn't mine. I had made the transition from dancer to , to professional mainly taking care of lonely wives of the rich and famous in my area.

My crowd, the people I liked to hang out with the most, were the real people at all the hole in wall places, redneck joints, and gin joints. What I liked most about the people was, for the most part, they were genuine and called it like they saw it.

I kept my business life separate from this life as the would of clashed otherwise, especially with some of the women I was meeting. I kept a part-time job cleaning offices at night because invariably the question always came : "What do you do for a living?" It's not like I could say: "Oh, I fuck women professionally and they or their husbands me to do it!" Yeah, that would have gone over like a lead balloon!

I think what the real pisser was is the guys that knew me and what I did for a living were envious and wanted to be me, yet every morning I'd wake disgusted with myself and couldn't even look at myself in the mirror my self-esteem was that low.

My exterior that I showed to everyone at the time, was that I had it going on, was firing on all cylinders, and I was living the life of Ryan when inside, it was all I could do to keep from coming apart.

If you guessed woman troubles, you'd be right. I fell in love with the wrong and when she turn me down after having her way with me, I didn't matter to me anymore, so this was my way of getting back at myself. Thankfully, I've gotten older, much wiser, and have grown to be able to enjoy women in a whole new light and the experience for me is better than I could have imagined.

I never really realized at the time how much I was missing out on, all the passion, affection, sensuality, everything, it's on a much didn't level now than I could have ever imagined and I'm glad my eyes have finally been opened to all the possibilities.

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