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Toasts So….today is not a good day. I knew was coming. I prepared myself. But ’s still hitting me hard. I was planning on getting into my car and just driving. No destination…just driving. Luckily, a new friend hit me up and asked me to lunch. I so wanted to bounce on him. But…no. I knew I couldn’t do it today. After lunch, I headed back to the city. I found myself driving. Again…no destination. I found myself at a liquor store. I knew that I was going to drink, but I was making sure I would be in a safe place. I started my drive. I found myself driving. Drove to a place that held very bad memories. To my surprise…it is being demolished. That made me happy…I’m a very sick way. I took pictures. Anyway…I drove. And drove. I drove through quite a few towns. On my way home…a friend called. I told him what I needed. I needed. He thought that I was just being a flirt…I really did need to be held. To be kissed. I needed. This song really is spot on. If you get a chance…go listen to this song. The words really . HAPPINESS By Taylor Swift Honey, when I'm above the trees I see this for what is But now I'm right down in All the years I've given Is just shit we're dividing up Showed you all of my hiding spots I was dancing when the music stopped And in the disbelief I can't face reinvention I haven't met the new me yet 'll be happiness after you But was happiness because of you Both of these things can be true is happiness Past the blood and bruise Past the curses and cries Beyond the terror in the nightfall Haunted by the in my eyes That would've loved you for a lifetime Leave all behind And is happiness Tell me, when did your winning smile Begin like a smirk? When did all our lessons start like weapons pointed at my deepest hurt? I hope she'll be a beautiful fool takes my spot next you No, I didn't mean that Sorry, I can't see facts through all of my fury You haven't met the new me yet 'll be happiness after me But was happiness because of me Both of these things I believe is happiness In our history Across our great divide is a glorious sunrise Dappled with the flickers of light From the dress I wore at midnight Leave it all behind And is happiness I can't make go away by making you a villain I guess 's the I for seven years in heaven And I pulled your body into mine every goddamn night now I get fake niceties No one teaches you what to do When a good man hurts you And you know you hurt him too Honey, when I'm above the trees I see for what is But now my eyes leak acid rain On the pillow where you used lay your head After<b> giving </font></b>you the best I had Tell me what give after that All you want from me now Is the green light of forgiveness You haven't met the new me yet And I think she'll give you that 'll be happiness after you But was happiness because of you too Both of these things can be true is happiness In our history Across our great divide is a glorious sunrise Dappled with the flickers of light From the dress I wore at midnight Leave it all behind Oh, leave it all behind Leave it all behind And is happiness I am not a drinker anymore. I’ve yet open any wine since I’ve been here. Tonight…tonight though… I had a jack & Coke, a cranberry Bellini/mimosa & and now I’m on a cape cod. I’m going drink away this day. Happy anniversary me… alone again. Tomorrow…tomorrow is a new day. New day…new life. I love you all. 🤟💍🥂🍸🍾💩  |
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Well cheers to another day above ground!!!!! And Hugs!!! Just because!!!!
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There's always tomorrow. 
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Hugs. Be strong tomorrow. We all have those days where the memories are just too much and the need is overwhelming. My name is MrWrong and I approved this comment
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Live for today and not for tomorrow.
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Next time you get the urge to just drive, let me know and I'll give ya directions!  Ooopppss, I Did it Again, on HNW I GUESS Thats Why Its Called a Cold Bond Jane Bond [post 3312759] My Private Post - Tell Me ALL Your Secrets – Anything you write here is just between us
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