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It's been weeks!
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It's been weeks! And I have been having trouble focusing enough to write. It is not for lack of subject matter, but for lack of ability to put into words said subjects. So in a random sort of order. .. what has been troubling my mind. First, Sex. Of course, I am a guy. I think about it daily, usually from moment to moment with absurdly brief moments of terror to distract me from it. Ok, those are probably panic attacks, or heart attacks, but either way, something is keeping me from it. Then, Life being a lot like an airplane ride from the pilots seat. To quote some one famous, flying is a lot of hours of boredom, with moments of sheer terror to break it up. I like horrifying things, so this is not entirely bad for me. Distractions. Of these I have many and few if any relate to the first two. The devil is in the details or so I am told, so I won't go into detail lest I be labeled as Evil. Well, no more so than usual anyway  Last would be company. I cannot claim a lot of this, but when I do, be assured there is usually innuendo, crude remarks, and sarcasm involved. And not all of it my me either. what can I say? I enjoy others who have a mind and can use it. So today the company, and of course sex. I always come back to that. but if you have been without for long enough, well, it haunts you more often than when you are not starved of it. a lot like oxygen in that regard. you don't really pay attention to it the same way until it isn't there. Company. While out and about, I noted some interesting people. Some register on the radar as being sexual, others as sexy, and some as . . .. Simply human. That last does not omit them from the first two, but it does tell how they tend to be seen in my eyes. So of the human today, a lady of indeterminate years, some what bigger than I would consider chasing, but still with a smile and dancing eyes had time to talk with me. Come to think of it a few did, but some are paid to do so, therefore, I cannot count them in this light. They do not interact with me by choice, but by duty. A full description need not be noted here, as I do not register the rest of her, just the eyes. while I could tell her hair color, the eyes I cannot recall the color, only the emotion dancing in them. Then there was the sexy. Of body and mind, but not Sexual. professional if you will. allowing the mind to play, but not leading to<b> temptation. </font></b>More could be said of here, but to what end? To describe sexy to me, is not so much the body, as the mind that guides it. And last the sexual. This one I have trouble with, as the lady who struck me this was was not pretty to me, but something in how she moved and her eyes when she looked at me spoke volumes that words did not. This is not the first time I have had this happen, and doubt it will be the last. but this was almost purely body language, rather than fencing of words, or a flirtatious bat of the eye, or lilt of the voice. In the last three paragraphs, do you know others who evoke these specific thoughts/feeling in you? I don't ask an answer, but do appreciate input if you are willing to share. |
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This is the usual for me. I meet them whenever I venture to a town. Though during the summer I see more of the sexy, and sexual. During the winter, it seems more of that human side shows. probably due to the excess of clothes though
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