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Not sure I ever had a plan this just developed  

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9/5/2022 5:02 pm
Not sure I ever had a plan this just developed

I have dressed from an early age I just loved how girls underwear felt and this made me feel good and I would do the deed and it was over till next time

Over the years it’s just got more and more extreme, one early favourite was a plank of wood with a small hole in it, I would dress and wait until my feelings
And excitement dwindled and then force my cock and<b> balls </font></b>into the whole, this made me erect again but also trapped until my excitement dwindled again

Later much later I had to consider what I really wanted noting I did seemed to give me that buzz anymore, this is when I discovered online chats, I was speaking to a guy he was new to the dating process, yes by then I know what I was enjoying would be better if a guy took charge and I was no longer in charge of my anal climax

So I guess there just comes a point that even self play isn’t enough, and what you desire is a guy, this guy was nervous that I wanted more than I said so I offered to wear chastity so he knew I was submissive, this meet never happened but chastity stayed all but full time

So play changed with Chastity and even my outlook changed, frustration lead to anal play I love this an anal thing is to die for, not sure I have encountered an climax what I encounter is like a head rush and the more I ride an object the more I encounter this head rush I know I could do better but I stop short and I’m not sure why, I clearly enjoy this as I dribble pre-cum to the point my panties are damp

Chastity kept me in this mood to see where a guy would take me during anal, and it had another affect unknown to me I became increasingly Limp for the most part I did cheat now and then but I used this to teach me to enjoy swallowing cum

So what I desire now is for a guy to become my key holder and keep me locked for his enjoyment, better still and even more extreme castrate me and remove my desire once and for all, I would love to be kept as your submissive play thing

I know removal will turn me into a menopausal woman and isn’t without risks but this has to be better than where I find myself now, so rip me of my manhood and enjoy all the woman I can be for you!!!

Terms are up to you but an offer of castration and hormones ticks all my boxes

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